Thursday, February 21, 2008

But what does it meeeeeean????

I woke up sad this morning because of a dream. Weird.I dreamed that I was back in school and I just wasn't going to class. When I looked at the clock it was 1 and I missed all my classes that day AGAIN. So I walked to a friends and told her I was depressed. Then I woke up sad.I'm not depressed, but I DO miss school and teaching. So, while I'm nursing Martin in the bed this morning, I tell this to DH and he says, "Wow, I was just watching you sleep this morning and I was sad for you." I asked why and he said, "Because I was wondering if you missed teaching. You worked so hard for it." Then I told him that I do miss it, but I'd miss this more."So here I am, 27 years old and in the middle of the modern mom's dilemma. Work out of the home or stay at home. Fortunately or I guess sometimes it feels like unfortunately, I have an option. I know we are blessed to be in a situation where I have the choice, but knowing that I can choose and don't have to just suck it up and survive, makes it harder for me. I KNOW, I KNOW where's the mini violin.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

How old are you???

So how is it that when I'm cuddling with my sweet baby boy while he's drifting off to sleep and he lets out a man fart, I start laughing so hard I'm snorting??? What is it about baby farts that is so funny? I'm sure it's because they are MY BABIES and everything they do when they are this little is cute. Now my two year old farting is less funny. When she does it on accident while laughing - cute. Any other time - less cute.